Sometimes the timing in my life sucks ass.

And in other news I start school tomorrow, haza!  I'm a tad bit nervious but pretty excited all around :)

Well for anyone looking to reach me my phone is down. The storms up here have been hammering the southern portion of the state hard and I'm guessing maybe one or more towers have gone down. Thus, no signal.

Additionally, I've been a raging asshole this past week and I'm publicly apologizing. I've been under a lot of stress with the job hunt and my dwindling funds as well as a list of other things and its been bleeding out onto other people and there's no excuse for it. Again, I apologize and will do better in the future.

With that said I'm most likely going to be scarce for a few days. Mostly I'm going to be focusing in the job hunt and taking a step back to try and get my shit together. This may or may not include game, I haven't really decided yet. I think I'm starting to burn out on my current concept and am looking at other options for a second Primary to spend some time in while B's off in proxy. Or something.

Anyways, that's about it.

I just saw a pack of wild turkeys chase my neighbors Doberman out of the woods and across the street...

Only in Maine.

Well, GotM down in Mass was one hell of a time.

Requiem was interesting even if I was a bit out of it from the drive.

Forsaken was a down right hoot. I haven't played Ian in ages.

And, of course, it was awesome beyound words to see people, even if for some it was a pretty short time. But! Good times by all(I hope).

But for the Oh No! part...I left my phone charger and a glass I psudowon at auction down at Matt's house. So I'm gonna venture out at some point and see if they sell charger's that'll fit my rather unique (For this area) phone at radio shack or something. Maybe I'll break ettiquet and go into a Verizon store..

But at any rate, I'm back home, in good spirits and looking forward to my next trip!

For now...the job hunt.

Okay so....

Things with my Dad went exceedingly well.

Well, like, whoa.

I think I was glowy almost...isn't that an odd thought?

So I'm going to be heading down to Mass to visit him this comming week, he's down in the Boston area(Dunno if I told y'all that yet..) and as such I was wondering if any of y'all wanted to hang out a bit while I'm there? I'm thinking of heading down Monday after work.

So anyways...yeah I'm excited.

W00t!

We needs the mage book.

Otherwise all that lovely Exp is just gonna sit there and go to waste.

1. Yourself: Gray
2. Your Lover: Lost
3. Your Hair: Brown
4. Your Mother: Late
5. Your Father: Gone
6. Your Favorite Item: ring
7. Your Dream Last Night: None
8. Your Favorite Drink: Mr.Pib
9. Your Dream Home: Has a roof
10. The Room You Are In: cubical
11. Your Pet: Lucey
12. Who You Are Now: Lost
13. Who You Want to be in Five Years: Successful
14. What Do You Want to be in Ten Years: happy
15. What You're Not: Perfect
16. Your Best Friend: many
17. One of Your Wishlist Items: Appartment
18. Your Gender: Boy
19. The Last Thing You Did: Wake up
20. What You Are Wearing: Cloths(?)
21. Your Favorite Weather: Sunny
22. Your Favorite Book: Dark Is Rising
23. The Last Thing You Ate: Gum
24. Your Life: overcomplexed
25. Your Mood: Neutral

So I don't work again till Wednesday. At this rate I'll be looking for a new job here pretty soon. Not that I mind having a little extra time off but...I've got bills to pay and goals to reach and I can't just slum around the house anymore.

So I'm heading down to NH, prolly for the duration of my little 'vacation'. I need the break I think.

In other news I fought my printer again...and won.

'Bout fucking time too.

Today Answering Machines rule the world.

That is all.

Okay, AOL's being stupid right now and not letting me use IMs.

So I'm going to yahoo msger. If ya got it and wanna tap me the names furtumvictus.

Edit

Or not...I really need to get a new machine.

Sigh

Almost got all my stuff packed for NERE. Hoping for a good game and a good time down that way.

For y'all I'll see down there I'll see you soon. For everyone I won't see you'll be missed.

Welp, I'm a quarter of a century old as of 9:30 this morning.

Crazy eh?

In celibration of said event I've gathered a few of the locals and am planning to hit the town for a night of merryment. We're going to hit Russels probably around 8ish or so. If you're a local and want to stop by and say hello feel free to do so. More people to play pool and have a few brews the better I say!

So..on the life side of things I still haven't found myself a job. It's like pulling teeth some times..but I have a few prospects that are possabilities. Hopeing to make NERE but it's still a hazey future as of yet.

So all in all...life's good.

Unexpected?

Yes.

Surprising?

Certainly.

But oddly enough...I'm actualy happy.

Well there's something interesting going on and it happens to involve a guy I know. Actualy it involves this link:

http://www.math.cmu.edu/~hpt/DST/

Now, after reading this I have to wounder the nature of trust and the destribution of information. I mean, I know Jason and I'm sure he wouldn't purposely misslead any one. But it is possible for wires to be crossed and I can see this thing becomeing a major issue fairly quickly. Thus my concern.

How do we know what we see is really what's going on? Especialy if we aren't given the whole of the details? How much is just said so that we're pacified? I'm not speaking to be a rable rouser, I'm not thinking of leaving the Cam over it. One might say that it isn't any ones business, least of all mine, and I'd agree. But the information has been shared and my trust in the higher ups has been shaken considerably.

Guess the only thing to do is wait and see right?

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

2. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.

3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...

4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.

6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. Put this in your journal

I think my PS2 just shit the bed...

Impressed I am not.

Kick it's ass I will.

Then to the repair shop it will go.

Okay enough Yoda talk. Hope I just need to get the thing cleaned but...gah! I wanted to play Dynasty Warriors 5!

*sob*

It's a nice day out today..think I'll go for a walk later on.

In the meantime dunno whats up. I'll figure something out I guess.

Medicated just a tad right now. Man this bug's hit me like a mac truck..

Feeling kinda crappy all 'round. Got my box of tissues to keep me company though..